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When your boss tells you to work on the weekends當你的老闆叫你週末要工作時

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When your boss tells you to work on the weekends
當你的老闆叫你週末要工作時

Godfrey Gao for Louis Vuitton 

Many times i think about just jumping and ending it all, what a cowardly thought.
I try to find purpose in my life and i have not managed to find any yet.
I think about how much my family needs me now and i think twice about the abyss.
Who am i living for? Myself or for others?
I dont need me, they need me.
I force myself to move, to go out with friends, to go out cycling, to go climbing.
Because i know, if i isolate myself i am only making whatever is going on in my head worse.
I have been feeling numb for so long. I laugh without feeling that happy, i see death happening and not feel as sorry as i should have.

Showing expressions becomes a practise instead of a need.

I need to find my way out of this soon.
Very afraid.

Sometimes i need to remind myself to not give in to the abyss below.

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Artist Name: Ari Koivunen aka Phoenix Jacket

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A gentleman’s thoughts:
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